I saw my doctor a few days ago and she asked me why i didnt just go for medicine and I told her that it wasnt my calling.

Truth is, you can’t save everyone. I learned that no matter how many doctors you have on your team to save one person’s life, chances are is that they might not survive because of how fast the disease process is or the environmental state that the person is left to deal with other loved ones. Whether i end up to be a nurse or a doctor, the results will still be the same.

A step by step guide on how to flourish:

  1. Say goodbye to the toxic shit.
  2. Keep doing you and discovering who you really are with an open and curious heart.

Sometimes we wish we could be like other people because we dont want them to know the real us.

If you love someone, why would you treat them like their existence never mattered? Why would you hit them and tell them that they’re stupid everyday? Why would you tell them that they’re the reason why your relationships with other people are broken? Why would you ask them for money to pay for your debt after not supporting them in their education this whole time? Why would you ask them to show respect to you when all you’ve done was push them down and filled their mind with negativity? If you really loved them, you wouldnt do that to them. You would teach with love and not with jealousy or anger. Why did you hate me? Look at where we are now. I have to tell you the truth about how i feel to your face after all the damage to you has been done. And i feel so sad and sorry for you because its like everyone and the world is against you. I wouldnt wish something like that to happen to anyone else. But im not sorry for telling the truth. It will forever remain a mystery as to why you have always hated me. But i dont want to waste my emotions on you anymore. I want to cut all ties with you, forever.

The problem with a mental illness is you can be fine for a while. Just completely and totally functional like a normal person. Then for no reason whatsoever you feel that overwhelming feeling of hopelessness, sadness, or worry. And it feels like you’re just back to square one. The sudden feeling that you don’t matter always comes back. The worst part is you can never explain to someone why, it’s just how your mind works.

It is so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude

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